Comeback-nya Obel.. Lagi

Hai.


*bersihin sarang laba-laba*


........uhuk.


Aduh.. udah lama ya Obel nggak ngepost. Dan ya, seperti yang sudah Obel bilang sebelumnya, ini menunjukkan bahwa Obel adalah seorang Blogger abalan.


Nih, GIF foto Obel buat minta maaf sama kalian yang emang beneran baca blog Obel. Obel tau kok, pasti kalian kangen Obel, kan? Ngga ada sih, kayaknya... #foreveralone

Ini Obel, yang makin gendoetz.

Nah, terus mau ngepost apaan lagi yak... Kaga tau dah gua. *kok jadi Betawi* Oh ya.. sekarang tuh lagi ulum.. jadi rada-rada (baca: SANGAT SESANGAT-SANGATNYA ASDFGHJKL) sibuk.. TAPI.. Obel itu adalah seorang slacker, jadi bodo amat tugas mau sebanyak apa. Pengennya main d0l0. #janganditiru


Besok itu ada ulangan umum Matematika *jeng jeng*. Haduh, Obel kan belum ngerti banget tentang matematika. Mana ayahnya Obel lagi di luar negeri sih.. Jadi rempong kalo mau tanya-tanya tentang matematika.. Pokona mah, nowadays, pretty much everything depends on the Internet..


Terus ada UpRak Ekonomi.. disuruh bikin barang yang kreatif dan inovatif.. Pokona mah, mirip MasterChef, cuman kali ini bukan disuruh bikin makanan..


Yaudah sih, gitu aja.. sebenarnya masih banyak tugas lain tapi ngapain juga sih ya ditulis di sini, kan ngga penting unyunyu.


Terus apa lagi ya.


OH YA.


Eh kalian tau ga sih.


Aku tuh ya..


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HUBUNGAN AKU SAMA SI KATO UDAH BAIK LAGI. AAAAAAA.


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Ok and that's about it. See ya. x

The Show - Lenka lyrics

Mm hmm, post kedua dan terakhir hari ini, dan yak, gue cuma bakal ngepost lyrics doang. <- kalimat ini menunjukkan bahwa Obel adalah seorang blogger abalan.


Nah, di sini gue bakal ngepost lyrics The Show by Lenka. Itu ngena banget ke gue. I mean, itu kea story of my life aja lah. Tentang gimana idup penuh tantangan, dan lo gak bisa balik lagi. Jadi jalanin aja. Karena Tuhan selalu punya rencana.


Oke, kenapa gue milih lagu ini? Karena, abis gue 'accidentally confessed' ke kecengan gitu (baca di sini), kita jadi musuhan gitchuuu deeeeh (emang nyambung gitu? Menurut gue iya. Kalo ga nyambung ya sambungin aja. HAHA lucu Bel).


Enjoy! ;)

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

Dum dee dum durum dee dum, just enjoy the show
Durum dee dum durum dee dum, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

The Only Exception - Paramore lyrics

Hai, hari ini bakal ngepost lyrics aja :) *ah ko cuma lyrics sih?! (n)* yah daripada ga ngepost sama sekali kan.. hehe. *ngeles* *dilempar sendal tetangga*


Oke di sini gue bakal ngepost lyrics dan MV The Only Exception by Paramore, yang emang lagi nempel banget di kepala gue. Iya baca deh post ini biar ngerti gimana perasaan aku itu. *kea bakal ada yang mau baca aja*


Yaudaaah, niiih. Enjoooyyyy! :)

When I was younger

I saw my daddy cry

And curse at the wind

He broke his own heart

And I watched

As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that

She would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love

If it does not exist

But darling,

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere

Deep in my soul

That love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways

To make it alone

Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable, distance

And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm

Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality

But I can't

Let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving

In the morning, when you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing

Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

It Grew Just From A Simple Friendship

Hai guys :) I've been a really bad blogger yeah. Was busy with school stuff, you know.. *halah ngeles, tabok aja* Nah oke sekarang gue mau ngepost, ini pun post-an curhat. Wakakaka apa banget gue udah lama ga ngepost sekalinya ngepost malah curhat. -_-


Okay. Here goes...


Hari ini kan hari Senin tanggal 7 Maret tahun 2011, berarti hari Kamis minggu lalu tanggal 3 Maret tahun 2011. Oke apa ini ga penting banget. Intinya adalah, I accidentally (well it's not accidentally, actually, cuma gue gak tau kata yang tepat) confessed my feelings to my crush. *kamera zoom ke muka kea di sinetron*


Ini dia jalan ceritanya.


Pada suatu pagi di hari Kamis yang indah *apadeh*, gue berangkat ke lapangan Suci buat latihan senam. Kali ini gue langsung pergi ke lapangan, biasanya kan sama bus sekolah. Pas udah sampe, gue langsung latihan sama kawan-kawan gue. Abis itu perform terus ganti baju and stuff, dan akhirnya ke bus sekolah untuk pergi ke sekolah *iyalah ke mana lagi*. Nah ini ada percakapan bersama Girin (temen) dan Kato (kecengan, nama samaran) yang hampir menguak gimana perasaan aku ke dia.


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Girin: PN, ada orang lain loh yang ngeceng Kato.
Gue: Iya gue tau, ada 2 lagi aaaaaah banyak saingannyaaaaa!!!! :((
Kato: *butts in tiba-tiba* EH KALIAN LAGI NGOMONGIN APA SIH?
Gue: uhh.. tadi gue bilang Seungri ganteng *dalem hati mikir: iya Seungri ganteng kea kamu, berhubung si Kato ini mirip sama Seungri*...hehehehe. O:)
Kato: no, I didn't hear any Seungri's coming out from your mouth.
Girin: kita teh lagi ngomongin tiket tuhh buat yang Bruno Mars itu.
Kato: oh *tatapan curiga* kalo gitu tadi ngomongin apa sih ngomong 2 2 gitu?
Girin: *bisik-bisik* psst! PN! Cepetan cari alasan tuh!!
Gue: err....... *panik, mikir: ANJRIT MAU NGOMONG APAAN GUE* ........OH. IYA. 2. YA. 2 TIKET.
Kato: oh gitu.
Gue: phew....
Kato: TERUS TADI NGOMONG SAINGAN SAINGAN GITU APAAN?
Gue: *mikir: I'm dead.*
Girin: ITU TUH SAINGAN BELI TIKET TUH KAN ADA FIA SAMA FIRAH TUH!!
Kato: oh gitu.. *pasrah*
Gue: OHMAIGAT GIRIN YOU SAVED MY LIFE I love yoouuuu my twin bruthaaaa!! :* (sebenarnya gak kembar sih, tampang maupun personality beda, tapi kami kembar <- maksa)
Girin: siiiip lah, gue kan emang pinter nyari alasan kalo terdesak gitu. 8)


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Ah sumpadah itu deg-degan banget gue hampir ketahuan gitu. Well, it doesn't really matter though, because he'd know how my feelings are to him on that. very. exact. day. -_-


Abis itu 'kan ya udah ya nyampe sekolah, aktifitas belajar, dll dll. Abis itu di istirahat kedua setelah pelajaran Geografi dan sebelum pelajaran Seni Budaya *penting ga?*, seperti biasa, kami, anak-anak kelas 7 Bilingual pasti ke loker dulu buat ngambil buku dan urusan lain. Nah, this is where it all happened. Check out this conversation below mabruhhh:


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Girin: Eh, Kato, banyak tau orang yang ngeceng kamu.
Kato: Oh, iya? Siapa? Kasih tau laaah pliiis, yang di Bilingual aja lah!! *muka kea udah fakir 1 minggu gak makan*
Girin: *bisik-bisik* PN! Gimana? Kasih tau aja?
Gue: *muka sok ketawa (sarcastic) + muka karma rendah di Fallout 3 <- buka aib* HAHAHAHA sok aja. COME AT ME BRUHHHH.
Kato: Jadi siapa?
Girin: PN!!!!!!!!!!
Gue: *udah setengah jalan mau ke kantin* anjrit si Girin keras banget tereaknya, kedengeran sampe sini... oh mai gat dan dia beneran ngasi tau!! Am soooo fucked up. T_T


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Gue pas itu udah panikan ga jelas gitu deh. Tapi karena gue udah ga tau mau ngapain dan emang udah terlanjur terjadi, I just went along with it.


Terus pas kelas Seni Budaya, jadinya awkward, diem-dieman gitu. Nah, kebetulan waktu itu ada tes maenin lagu gitu deh. Aku sekelompok sama dia. Emang duduknya sebelahan sih (surga dunia lah *halah*). Pas mau latihan and stuff, tumben dia serius. He was being umm you know cooperative and stuff, and he called me by my name... which he never did before. *JEDER! apadeh*


Ya terus gitu aja, the day continued, dan hari Jumat ganti seat position. Udah gak sama dia lagi deh :( Terus hari ini, hari Senin, he was being all quiet to me. Gue tease kea malah bete gitu, gue jadi takut banget dia benci sama gue. Dan akhirnya gue bete sama Girin dan nanya, 'why did you have to do that, dude? Seriously now he's mad at me :('. And he was like, 'DUDE I AM HELPING YOU OUT I DID THAT BIAR DIA SUKA SAMA KAMU. SO JUST STFU OKAY I'M FUCKING HELPING YOU OUT OKAY.' err... oookay? ==


Yang bener aja? Apakah itu cara yang benar buat ngecomblangin orang?? Yah, yaudahlah gue bomat aja dia (Kato) bukan siapa-siapa gue, cuma crush gue, and I'll get over him. Gue bakal coba untuk ngelupain SEEEEMUUAAANYAAAA, even though I know it'll hurt a lot. :')


But later on, Girin told me that right after he said, 'PN likes you,' Kato said, 'well, I like her also...'. That totally made me 'aww' in a happy way TAPI ada lanjutannya, yaitu, '...but as a friend. Well, if she's not a pervo, maybe more'. That totally made me 'aww' in a desperate way.


So, you see, I'm trying to be alim here. Trying to clear my minds from those cursed perverted thoughts. Ironisnya si Kato sendiri itu suka mesum-mesum gitu (tadi pagi aja dibilang 'omes', atau OTAK MESUM sama guru Ekonomi -_-). Jadi kesimpulannya, dia benci pervo tapi dia sendiri pervo, therefore, he hates himself! Nah lho?!


And that's it.


Thanks for all the good memories. I'll cherish every single second of it. I love you. :')


*LMAO WHAT'S UP WITH ALL THESE CLICHES*

Hasil Analisa babibubebo~

Oke gue ngasih judul rada ngasal soalnya biar blog gue gak muncul banget kalo orang nyari kematian The Rev. Iya tau sih bakal ketemu juga, cuman kalo nulisnya gak di judul kan jadi kurang mencolok. :D


Oke so.. ehem.. Hai semuanyaaa sekarang gue akan ngepost tentang a7x di malam senin yang ngeselin karena besok banyak tugas indah iniii. :D


Nah, di sini gue bakal ngeREpost (REPOST! Untuk yg belum tau) tentang analisa fans-fans a7x tentang kematian The Rev, tentang dia sebenarnya bunuh diri atau emang accident.

Jimmy & Syn :'D

Jadi kan gue kan udah suka banget nih ama ini lagu judulnya Brompton Cocktail, gue denger lah setiap hari. Nah abis itu gue iseng cari dan baca lyrics lagunya. Terus gue iseng liat di yahoo answer ada pertanyaan 'did the rev commit suicide?'. Gue liat best answernya, terus ya gue setuju karena bener aja tuh apa yang diomongin orang itu. Terus gue ikutan dah research tentang kematian The Rev. Terus gue cari.. cari.. cari.. dan dengan dodolnya gue baru sadar kalau lyrics Brompton Cocktail itu, kea orang yang udah gak kuat ama idup terus narkobaan dan mau bunuh diri deh. Dan lagu itu ditulisnya juga sama si The Rev sendiri. Coba liat deh potongan lyrics-nya dibawah ini:


Doc, I'm dying, I'm feeling compromised
and so dehumanized
I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends
I need that shot to enter my vein
My Brompton Cocktail blend


Terus...


I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna
and leave how I arrived, so alive

I believe my sins have been forgiven
and I believe my choice will save me from this life
please don't question why
my sins have been forgotten
I believe I'll find peace in afterlife
please don't question why
I left this way


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Tuh kan? Itu kea lagu yang tentang... rencana bunuh diri.


Terus, lagu Fiction, yang ditulis The Rev 3 hari sebelum dia meninggal. Which means Fiction is the last song he wrote for Avenged Sevenfold.


Nah, lyrics fiction ini kalo gue baca, mirip kea a goodbye note. It's as if he wanted to kill himself. Dan ternyata emang bener, 3 hari kemudian dia meninggal (gak jelas bunuh diri atau ngga sih). Coba liat lyricsnya:


Now I think I understand
How this world can overcome a man
Like a friend we saw it through
In the end I gave my life for you

Gave you all I had to give
Found a place for me to rest my head
While I may be hard to find
Heard there's peace just on the other side

Not that I could or that I would
Let it burn under my skin, let it burn

Let this life just set me free
Took a piece of you inside of me
All this hurt can finally fade
Promise me you'll never feel afraid

Not that I could or that I would
Let it burn under my skin, let it burn

I hope it's worth it
Here on the highway, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you

So tell everybody
The ones who walk beside me, yeah
I hope you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you tonight

I hope it's worth it
What's left behind me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you

So tell everybody
The ones who walk beside me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you tonight


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Kea goodbye note banget kan.. :(


Terus kan The Rev ditemukan meninggal tanggal 28 Desember 2009, karena 'overdosis'.. nah dia tuh overdosis gara-gara efek campuran obat-obat ini nih: oxycodone, oxymorphone, diazepam, nordiazepam, dan alcohol. Nah, pas aku cari tau lagi, ternyata bahan-bahan tersebut adalah bahan untuk ngebuat Brompton Cocktail.

SEE? THEY ALL FUCKING CONNECT.

TAPI.......

Gue juga ngeliat orang yang ngejawab kalo The Rev sebenarnya pake obat sakit perut yang dicampur sama alkohol gitu. Kombinasi yang buruk tapi The Rev MASIH bisa survive dari itu. Tapi dia meninggal gara-gara jantungnya membesar, lalu bekerja terlalu cepat. Sebenernya ada orang yang nyuruh dia ke cardiologist, but he never did. He was unaware of his heart condition. Jadi mungkin aja penyebab dia meninggal gara-gara sakit jantung...

Hm. Yaudah sih segitu aja, kalo yang baru tau sekarang ya.. bagus sekarang udah tau. But most of you who read this probably udah tau tentang ini dan mikir 'dodol ni orang baru tau'. Yah, gue kan cuma mau ngeshare aja. :)

By the way check out this cool gif. You could stare all day at this shit.